Wednesday, February 3, 2010

A nothing day

I've been having trouble sleeping. And having lots of dreams about being trapped and suffocated. 

I think my radiator is on too hot OR i'm dealing with some emotional baggage that is not allowing me to sleep.  Or, The Catcher in the Rye is TOTALLY upsetting me more then I realized.  Holden is confused and despairs of the meaning of life and his confusion is bleeding into my non-job holding, questioning the direction I'm going in life at the moment.

Fear not readers---I am doing creative stuff but today was really a nothing day. I slept in until noon.  NOON!  Then, the cable guy came.  I applied for one job.  I folded my laundry.  I emptied the dishwasher. I watched two hours of Lost.    

I did NOT learn lines.  I did NOT do the writing I was supposed to do.  And, I did NOT shower.

I am on the phone with Comcast rescheduling an appointment.

The sky is in twilight mode, and I think I am THIS close to dipping into a bit of depression behavior so I am going to leave the house momentarily.

Right after I finish this blog.

Here I go.



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